Friday night I started getting waves of anxiety. Ian came over because he was too drunk to drive home, and we talked and we're not going to hang out anymore because he likes a girl and I guess we can't be friends. ? Less drama =D That night it was hard to sleep and my feet felt weird and my arms fell asleep when they were in a normal position. The next morning I went to work and I had been dogsitting Presley, so I brought him with me. I stayed for three hours, having anxiety attacks the whole time. Someone came to cover me, and I Cooper followed me home in case I couldn't drive well and had to pull over. We made it home and I was going to go to the ER but I felt safer going home and sleeping all day. We wound up walking Presley and it did some good, but I was so fatigued. We had to sit for a while. My body didn't want to go and I felt kind of confused. Rested all day, waves of more anxiety. NOT FUN. For the fourth, we went on my roof and laid on a blanket. The fresh air felt nice. We kind of fell asleep out there, then realized the roof was getting more damp, so we climbed back through the skylight and went to sleep. Sunday I felt a lot better. A facilitator at work found someone to cover me Sunday, too <3 I have been looking up counselors, and I need to call around today to see if anyone takes medi-cal. I met Sharon and her puppy, Digby on Sunday. They came over because I saw her post on CL for a dogsitter, and I offered to do it free. It worked out well and Digby was awesome! We're going to keep in touch, and after Digby gets his shots on the 15th, I'll probably be dogsitting him for four or five days ^_^ He was cuddly like Presley! I didn't have as much anxiety yesterday, which was WONDERFUL. I was getting so worn out from dealing with panic that I couldn't explain. More resting today..I had some plans but I'm still tired. I'm going to try to get out a bit though, I think it will help. Cooper has been helping me out.