I guess this journal is still around..Hmmm..Last night I went to bed at 2am. Tonight I'm going to bed around 3. I need to snap out of this late bed time thing by tomorrow night. I don't function well -in this society- when I fall asleep after midnight(I have no idea how I would function if I did not have obligations like school and work and my own judgmental mind on how I should or shouldn't feel or if I lived in the jungle like an animal would. I guess I would function like a sleepy animal). I have a test in French on Monday. All the more reason to get to bed before midnight. Then I work. Then more school. Yadda yadda. I read my medicine cards. I don't know why I didn't pick them up earlier. I've had them for months. Oh well, I did it when I did it and I'm glad I dun dunnit. I don't really talk that way. I cleaned my room a little. I got two bookshelves for free from Yvonne. Am I trying to get rid of personal possessions and organize for the 'Great Spirit' or for my (ahh! Possessions has more 's's than I thought and it's odd..s's? 's's? 's''s?) own self (or as a physical cleansing to represent the cleansing of my soul)? It will backfire if it is the latter according to my medicine cards (..Are my questions just symptoms of obsessive thinking and really it does not matter to even ask those questions? Or is that label 'obsessive thinking' the real issue? Or am I making it an issue? J'ai billion question). I mean, as long as the task I am referring to is the one it was referring to. A fill in the blank type of situation with no answer sheet to tell me if I am right or wrong. Teeter totter. I have a new perspective on anxiety and my racing head and my scary thoughts and my sleep cycle and my sensitivities. I could have sworn I had some Tom Robbins books but I guess I do not. I will go to the library soon. Maybe I will take his books to Earthdance with me. Am I going to Earthdance? I don't know because it is 3am and I can not call the ticket sales store to find out if the tickets are sold out. Because it is three am. I am going to sleep. Goodnight.

Bonus question: In which tone am I writing?